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To get some sanity, I am doing some scrapbook journaling, which has gone from angry grime gurl to happy lick 'n' sticker. I notice that my style has gone from the reds and greens of Xmas to monochrome and gold, hence choosing this pic from FB (not sure of artist, will credit if revealed). Surprisingly pleasing, much better than greys that I usually associate with Fuckuary. I can rant in writing, then cover it up with pretty pix. Better to look at, easier to process, too. I am also trawling Spotify for newish music. So many bands discovered while I was at the packing plant. plus more recently (though I have to say that Spotify hasn't totally got my algorithms - it seemingly gets confused with new wave/cold wave and German metal).
EDIT ::: Excited clappy hands - mentioned my proofreading to a couple of friends. One has shown me two community/growth & skills hubs and another has responded to my offer of help and may spread the word. Now, to find the right track and course....hmmm.