Mean As Custard (calico_pye) wrote,
Mean As Custard

The Wall

Over the past 4 years, I have put an emotional brick wall up.  I hadn't realised it until comparatively recently, but it is there.  I think it's because I have had to be very single minded with what I do for my BA.  Plus, the past 2 years have been an absolute rollercoaster ride.  I think Hubby's illness earlier this year just cemented the lot in.  It is there for a reason - to protect myself and just keep soldiering on.  Right now, I cannot afford for the wall to be 'down' - it serves me.

It saves me...
Tags: the black dog

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